A Cold Promise (Vented Poetry) by ChelseaStawicki, literature
Literature
A Cold Promise (Vented Poetry)
Everyone expects a revenge story, When it comes to the difference between glory and gory. When the garden whispers your soul, To never know if you were ever whole. Every flower petal from one, two, three, Asking the same question…when am I ready to be free? A desire to stop waiting in the meadow of the garden, How much longer to be a burden… By the time the garden withers away how can you make a broken promise? We all ask ourselves these vicious questions, Being lost in the fog that veils our mysterious damnation. Feeling the coldness through dreary rain, Embracing cold hollowed sins in an empty cup where there was pain. One, two, three… Fall on one knee… Anger is not just a key. I’m telling you now, Not because of how. I promise you, No matter what… I’ll break you, Turning blue, Into black. This Cold Promise is worse than death, Not because I want to see your last breath. Just tell me already, So be steady. How does it feel to be in my place? When you fell from
Memories of Freedom (Poetry) by ChelseaStawicki, literature
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Memories of Freedom (Poetry)
Across the winter sky it became from blue to gray, As the snowflakes has fallen down you beg to stay, The air feels cold against your skin when you pray, A sense of peace when you close your eyes and wander astray. At least tell me if I can be like a cloud, To create art in the sky and away from the crowd, Not that I am screaming out loud. We dream about flying and waited so long to find our wings, Each star in space is like a dream in a diamond ring, I am not looking for a king, At least I want to sing. When you open your eyes do they gleam or sparkle? Dancing above the ocean waves spinning around in a circle, Do you ask yourself if you ever wanted to be mortal? What are the problems of being a human when they don’t have their own wings? Do they bring? Or do they cling? No one knows how hard it is to be a simple angel on earth, Even when we give it our worth, There is something deeper than the soul to find how much it is known to be a hearth. Every human goes dark, To lose that
Having a heart of darkness may remain the same, Within a soul of being frozen you think you tamed, You just want to shatter those broken pieces to think I am to blame, All because I have a candle to flame. My body is a cage, My mind is like a turning page, My soul is enraged. What makes you think that I am nothing to you? Hurt and broken is what happened that you knew, Don't tell me it is true, Because you know it's what we both went through!!! You drew the knife from me when I wanted to protect only you... Sometimes when I think wrong. You and I were angels who flew, Because we were both strong. You didn't trade my life did you? You loved me to how I know I hate you too. That stab in the back reached my heart.. Making us fall apart. I guess my love was just another block of ice, A sad sacrifice... The Devil asks me what the price is, A cut from the heart to the soul as a slice. Wake up to see a light in the sky, Or dream to see darkness to dry. What did you expect me to
Conceal or Remember Them by ChelseaStawicki, literature
Literature
Conceal or Remember Them
You asked me to dance with you, Dancing in the dark you knew, As you and I flew, Not just soaring in the sky blue, You held onto my heart like yours colored in hue. These two stars are dancing but also singing, Angels or not, aren't the bells ringing? Feeling the love that flies above us as it is soaring. Even with one thing... To keep us together by kissing. Your big heart may be wounded, But never divided, Please tell me that our love will never fade. I will scream to fight for you, The same thing you did for me, Anything for a breakthrough, I will be your key. Please tell me you will be okay! I don't want to be turned to gray, because I will pray, To never go away! Because we fought together, Until that last feather, You are forever my treasure, That one last kiss forever. I love you until we meet again, As our hearts regain. No matter where we are, Love is not just a scar, The past isn't supposed to be hidden... It is a star to remember.
Love is a Discovery by ChelseaStawicki, literature
Literature
Love is a Discovery
Sometimes I wish you were here, Waiting for that gentle touch my dear. I walk alone these misty roads to find what I had lost, Is my own body a prison as I am being covered in frost? The falling snow can bring a sense of hope like tiny stars, Falling from the sky I open my hands up to make me think if this is ours? I begin to think why I felt so hollow? Not only because of my sorrow. Am I just waiting for tomorrow? Maybe one day you and I can follow. At least I give you a smile, Even if you think it is worthwhile. You may not be here anymore, With your wings until you soar. A heart can be black like night, But a soul can guide you to the light. I always wanted to give you something special, To make it official. Whenever I think of you, I don’t just think it is something new, Because I know it is true, Each star is like you. A star in the sky, Those beautiful wings when you fly, Don’t be so shy, There’s nothing wrong with saying goodbye. Someday… I will fly with you too. I
Remember The Darkness by ChelseaStawicki, literature
Literature
Remember The Darkness
Sometimes I would haunt you, Other days I still value you, Deepest part of my soul still yearns to reach out, Even when my anger builds I will shout. Blacken my heart since you know so much, Break my body when you knew by a single touch, The eyes are always the soul when we melt, Chances are when our hands had felt. I hold onto you, So gray and blue, You were never dead to me, Believe me. All of my faith has been twisted, Untangle this fate when we were committed. Left alone until we both turn into dust, Keep on falling apart when we can no longer trust. Everything is still screaming, My blood is boiling, My heart is aching, My mind is shattering!!! ... Most of all... Finally there is nothing left to feel, Awaiting death to who I kneel, As he says "there is no soul to steal," The only thing I left is to conceal. Alone. Forever alone with the fear of never seeing you again, I don't have anything to gain. We may feel dead inside... But how can we still decide? We
I awoke Disorientated Two identical mornings Disappointed I wasn’t here, nor there A coin flipped Is he or is he not? He is not Snap decisions Permeating the air Smoke coils, ashes fall Stripped of pride I can easily forget Tenderness, like rain Evaporating and pooling Simultaneously The footprints I left behind Should be dyed a shimmering gold Just as the sunset, just as the streetlights A warm autumn embrace Scattering my thoughts Across the night sky Set them ablaze And they will become stars Drenched in moonlight All expressions swept away Flickering red and blue An emergency someplace, but not here Nor there
Howling into the wind, through the wind My thoughts to you flutter and ascend Shivering and rattling My bones, hollow and broken My dreams, heavy and dull Let me speak to you once more, just once more Laughing and howling into the wind, becoming the wind My thoughts, illuminated, fluttering to you Softly and silently My body, tattered and cold My heart, fallen in love Let me come closer even still, just be still I could sleep here but the wind will surely howl through the night Picking up every color, fluttering into the sky Feminine and pink My cheeks, burning and flushed My feet, kicked towards the moon A smoky lavender lullaby, was stolen from my lips Perhaps it was just an empty sigh, swept away by the wind I have so many doubts, wavering, and fluttering Fearful and cowardly My hands, skeletal and empty My fingertips, impressed upon your skin There is still no evidence, no proof, nothing for me Will the wind laugh at these tears? Will they be torn away? The ivory gates cracked
A delicate dream, glistening like glass Staining the light yellow-green It's not beautiful, but it's warm Shining behind my eyes Just as naturally as breathing You appeared, more serene than before More realistic, more alive More human than I Pulling me away, for a little while Just as naturally as breathing Ambient chartreuse, a fragile dream Glowing in memory You appeared, more serene than before More thoughtful, more restrained More mature than I This pleasant afterglow will gradually dissipate Opening my eyes, the spell will shatter These feelings you conjured, glistening like glass Pulling me away, for a little while Stained yellow-green, the last light of summer Beautiful and warm Shining through the trees Just as naturally as breathing Someday, I'll be more serene than before